I Tried

I tried to go on like I never knew you.

I tried to make you go away.
I tried to say goodbye.

I tried so hard.

And failed.

I want to be in your arms.

I want to feel your warmth.

I want to feel safe.

I need all this.

That's true.

I said I would move on.

I said you meant nothing.

I said you were gone.

I said, no more.

I lied.

I meant how could you go?

I meant I love you.

I meant don't leave.

I meant, Why?

You still left.

How could you leave me?

How could you go?

How could you say I meant nothing.

How could you?

After Everything.

I tried to go on like I never knew you.